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tellmewhat'schanged?
isn't it funny how things change. yeah i know, things change all the time, but this.. this is huge. and i've never really felt that feeling before, until now. its like something hit me. yano, like at a point in your life..there're people whom you thought you'd be close with for the rest of your life, and now, thats not so true anymore. i feel kinda sad. i really do. because we can say it, but it isn't anymore.. is it? and its difficult to revert to old ways, cos let's face it.. things aren't even remotely close to the way they were anymore.
but i guess that's how things are. people come and go, they change, interests change, and then it happens. before you know it, you've change. and when you realise this change, the sadness comes. all we can do is to not lose the person completely and try like hell to keep those around you now, cos sooner or later.. change happens and all ur left with.. are memories to keep.
wow, im really a sad duckling la. haha these are the kindsa posts that someone would refer to as mopey and totallly boring and mundane -.- and yeah! but thats how i feeel! and weather isnt amking things nicer.. maybe its just the after effects of muggin too much! and people dont believe that i actually study!! oi! im not that slacker anymore. im a reformed mugger.
so so far, nothings interestings been happening. no photos, no nothing, just books books lecture notes and mugging, yes and the occassional tv. the sad life of a student. lucky im not living in some dodgy dorm in nus, id just kill myself of cos the depressing place. im serious! i get depressed just looking at the dorm!! (no offence) hahaha ahhh.. my brains at its limit! no more real estate init for anymore information. haha i wanna tennis so bad and just nap one whole day away. that was my life ok. for 10 friggin mnths and to switch up in 4 mnths, yeps, its called withdrawal symptons. and im still hooked to online shopping! apparently someones caught the bug!! but its the exams now, just wait after the exams! you'll see the damage man. or rather my bank account will see it. but enough random ramblings! im off for a session in cramming 101. sigh..
oyeah! and its awesome that jez had a blast for her birthday!!!!! haha but on a totally selfishly disgusting note.. knowing peoples having fun while im eyeballs deep in studying. well.. let's just say it sucks! ahhh my brothers playing ddr on the computer? AND IT'S FUCKING ANNOYIGN!!! arghhhh! ohk, maybe so maybe this is the second most thing that sucks. -.- so its down to 2.. JUST 2!! friday just come quick.. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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